Kakashi

Yay the kakashi drawing I forgot all about and finished today! Yaayyyy -_-

Loans

I'm coming up on the end of my grace periods, still jobless and not a soul is hiring me ;( I think i might be over qualified to some places because of my degree. Just finding out what all my payments are going to be monthly with these guys is more than I believed it would be in the first place. Lets just say its over 600 a month. How do that figure a student (well most of us that like having social lives) to pay that right out of the buck? Oh sweet money tree, how we need you to grace us with your leafs of Franklin's!

I did apply to Pixar recently, received the e-mail as well that they received my portfolio and resume stuff. I hope they take the chance with me, we all have to start somewhere and even if I am low on the totem poll most people who do work with me know I'm easy to teach and always willing to learn something new. After all, nothing works without practice and where else can you get room practice at? :D Wish me luck!

Screaming Flames

New Concept for Gomon's past outfit, just a scene from the comic I'm working on sketching up. This is also proof that I'm still alive, but only improving my works the best I can slowly but surely.

Life is Content

I'm living in a new area now, about an hour away from where I originally stayed and lived my whole life. I'm living with a wonderful man, his parents are very loving and I love them as my own. I'm only writing this because as I look out the bedroom window into the sunny Florida weather to the people that live around here and that I've gotten to know, I can finally say I'm happy again.

Ever since my life went spiraling down after late 2009, I struggled through college. Many times I want to give up with it and just do something normal. I almost stopped believing in dreams and happiness. This world we live in likes to make you panic and give up such wonderful and precious things. You start to forget everything happens for a reason and you loose track of how beautiful this world really is. Yes, it will have its ugly times (war, people dying, etc.) but take these times, even if they had effected you directly, to look around yourself. Look at your loved ones, what you have now, still. Remember no matter how bad things get, you still have wonderful things, people, dreams, and yourself. After every storm ,there is a sunny day behind it. You jsut have to let it take its course before you can see it.

:)~~~

Comic Coloring: Entry 5

Comic Coloring: Entry 4